My second awakening

The universe has been preparing me for my awakening for two years. The second year I was very sad. I went to the doctor and tried to explain my feelings but she didn't recognize it and attributed it to menopausal symptoms given my age of 58 years at the time. The universe showed me what was wrong with the family I was born into. I got a lot of information on the internet about what tactics narcissists use to control people and how to stand up for yourself and set boundaries. My first awakening was like a lightning bolt from a video on YouTube that talked about the dark demonic side of narcissism. That was the switch that made everything fall into place. Everything went very fast then and I tried to remove negative energy from my house, but it was not easy, I was exhausted from decluttering. Jewelry, including heirlooms that I had received, I took to a buyer, I no longer had a good feeling about it. From the proceeds I booked a session with Denzo Mos who is an expert in setting empaths free. He made a lot of videos with clear information and I started processing all the information. I cut off contact with my family because I realized that I was the scapegoat all my life and that I was destined to break a generational curse.I was a single mother of two adult daughters and the first months after my awakening I told them a number of things but not everything about the process I was going through. I thought that my daughters would also go through a spiritual awakening and that they would see that their partners had narcissistic traits. In the session with Denzo Mos I had also told him that the plan was for both my daughters to wake up as well. However, he immediately saw through the situation and with angelic patience he let me discover for myself what the truth was. So in July 2025 was my first awakening and I thought I was holding my own in the battle between the dark and the light, but I hadn't counted on the second awakening in December 2025. Until the very last moment, I trusted my daughters completely and believed that they had my best interests at heart. Unreal how wrong you can be. It was very painful to discover that they too have been used by the darkness to destroy me before I can complete my mission on this planet. I remember the moment years ago when they were both beaming and triumphantly telling me that they had made a deal but that they couldn't tell me what it entailed. I respected that as usual, but now I realize that they made a very sad choice at that moment. It is very painful anyway that everyone around me has been used by the darkness from day 1 of my life. Narcissism is a problem that needs to be solved, it is a spiritual illness. My two awakenings were a divine interference and I am very grateful to be a chosen one. I love the guidance and the people who have brought the highest power into my life to help me. Chosen ones don't have an easy life before it's their time to awaken, but that's part of their training: together they form an army of earth angels to bring a positive change to this world. If you could see the forces protecting them, you would understand that you can't mess with a chosen one because the consequences are enormous.

My daughters tried all kinds of narcissistic tactics to put me back to sleep, kept an eye on me day and night, and started a smear campaign. It didn't work for them; I had already been able to practice cutting off the narcissistic abuse from my brothers, and after my first awakening, I was intensively trained by my new chosen one friends and the universe. Because I am empathetic I always see the good in people, it is in my angel DNA but there was also a trauma bond and that's why I thought my daughters did this to help me and that they would say every moment it's just a game, there is nothing wrong with you. This state lasted for about two weeks, but I kept myself going until the veil was lifted and I could see from their eyes that something dark had taken over them. When they spoke, I recognized from the language that it was the same evil entity I had seen in my family members and their narcissistic father, the same insults, humiliation and the same jaelous behavior. That day was actually my second awakening, I had to come to the realization that my daughters were also being used by the darkness. The next day I had to leave my own house to get myself to safety and what I can say to anyone in a similar situation is what my best friend said: "get out first, remove yourself and figure it out later".

That was on December 10, 2025 and I went into no contact. That means they had to do it without my energy and divine protection. The first weeks after that, the darkness stepped up the battle but without any reaction from me, there is no fight. I will write about it in other blog posts how my life goes from that moment on.

Everything is in the hands of the highest power that I call God, I don't have to fight battles myself, I see the victories without having to lift a finger.

I started healing what is necessary and takes time and through life experience I know how to process grief. As long as you stay in the frequency of truth you will be ok.